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i don't want to wake up hating my life anymore. i can't seem to get out of this rut i am in. i know life is hard but i never realized life would be this hard.

is it wrong to want to be happy? if it isn't why do i feel so bad? i want to be in a place where i wake up with a smile on my face, a place where i feel good. i don't want to hate waking up anymore. i feel horrible cause i feel it is wrong to want to be happy.